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Chatterbox / Re: Depression.
« on: March 08, 2014, 05:11:48 PM »
Where the **** do yiu kids live, bentonharbor michigan? sh** nobody at my school made fun of special needs kids. Actuallythey were treated really well by us in hs, and i live in ****ing oklahoma.


I live in Belfast, Northern Ireland. Where the special needs like myself get picked cause they differently. You know what I say to them? At least Im not an underage drinker who thinks getting chased by police is funny. People who act like that should be locked up.
  no they shouldnt be locked up they should grow the **** up
Also i think what you need is some friends bro
Statistically speaking, not everyone is gonna be a cunt cuz youre different
Also i think you should lose the 'me against the world' mentality cause it seems like that crosses over into your life
I just dont want you to like, shoot up your school or some sh**

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Existing Games / Re: Warhammer 40k
« on: March 08, 2014, 04:52:44 PM »
warhammer is gay
AD&D 2nd edition is where its at son

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Chatterbox / Re: Depression.
« on: March 08, 2014, 04:44:15 PM »
Where the **** do yiu kids live, bentonharbor michigan? sh** nobody at my school made fun of special needs kids. Actuallythey were treated really well by us in hs, and i live in ****ing oklahoma.

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Off-Topic Discussion / Re: what books do you read
« on: March 08, 2014, 03:57:37 PM »
Just finished Farewell to Manzanar and The Jungle, both pretty interesting.

Chariot of the Gods for some sp00ky sh**
yeah i read manzanar in soph english and i really liked it

When i read chariots of the gods i was like oh thats an interesting way of looking at that

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Modifications / Re: Robot Arena - Creative Mode Expansion Pack
« on: March 08, 2014, 03:55:27 PM »
this is really good stuff

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Off-Topic Discussion / Re: what books do you read
« on: March 08, 2014, 03:32:28 PM »
I recently read the fault in our stars by john green and goddamn did thst suck. I know im probably not the target audience fpr it since i'm not a 15 year old girl but that was awful.

And i dont see why ppl wont shut up about it either because nothing happens in it and the prose and dialogue is so robotic and lifeless thst it throws suspension of disbelief right out the window.
oh well i dont young adult fiction anyways so whatever

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Off-Topic Discussion / Re: Please Help
« on: March 08, 2014, 12:56:48 PM »
competition cuz im not a dumbass who knows nothing about basic economics

Assuming the biscuits are being sold in a laissiez-faire free market capitalist economy, in a first world, probably western country, you have to be blind to not say competition. Competition is ways the best thing for consumers because if Tunnocks had a monopoly on biscuit packaging and distribution, then they can do whatever the hell they want. sh** they can jack up the price to 15 dollars a box if they wanted to. And if they had a monopoly on the biz they could pay the farmers that sell them the wheat to make the biscuits as little as they want because that farmer has no where else to turn because no o e else is buying cultivated wheat that will be made into biscuits. Because of this, tunnocks wpuld comepletely maximize their profits and wouldnt need to sell a decent product because of the demand, and they being the only supplier.

But if they have competiton, the market keeps itself in check, prices would naturally decrease as more competition increases. Now the farmer can pick and choose who he wants to sell his cultivated wheat to and can ask for as much as these distribution companies are willing to pay. And because of this lunnocks would be more than willing to make a product thats not just good, but better then what say keebler or nabisco has to offer in biscuits, this now gives consumers more options, and not jst one homogenous product they're forced to buy if they want biscuits. This will also create brand loyalty among consumers, motivating companies to make compelling ad campaighns to sell their product, to which might create more loyal consumers.

This is why if done right capitalism is beautiful and communism sucks dick.

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Off-Topic Discussion / Re: what books do you read
« on: March 08, 2014, 11:57:46 AM »
Only book Ive read in the past 12 months is Battle Royale.

I always carry a pocket encyclopedia wherever I go though.
then read more u might learn something

on the subject of req'd reading i had to read the catcher in the rye in 11th grade and that was the thing ive ever read. Sersiously ive read fanfiction better then it.

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Off-Topic Discussion / Re: what books do you read
« on: March 08, 2014, 01:33:25 AM »
if u kids lile scifi read dune

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Off-Topic Discussion / what books do you read
« on: March 07, 2014, 11:25:13 PM »
i cant be the only g who enjoys a good book.

favorites:
Ulysses (joyce)
Slaughter house five (vonnegut)
The idiot (doestoevsky)
Burr (gore vidal)
At the mountains of madness (lovecraft)
V. (pynchon)
Galapogos (vonnegut)
Paradise lost (milton)
the penal colony (kafka)

books that changed my life:
The brothers karamazov (doestoevsky)
The odyssey
Perpetual war for perpetual peace (vidal)
The holocaust industry (finkelstein)
Infinite jest (david foster wallace)
The prince (machiavelli)
The aeleph (borges)
Gravity's rainbow (pynchon)
East of eden (steinbeck)
pretty much anything nietzche ever wrote

reccomendations for those who want to in2 readings:
Lord of the flies
Brave new world
Of mice and men
The man in the high castle
The inferno (imo the best out of the divine comedy)



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Chatterbox / Re: Depression.
« on: March 07, 2014, 09:20:04 PM »
bb dont hate cuz chad daddy b BALLIN

nah but real talk i went thru depression for a while in when i was in public school
i think ive talked b4 about my mom dying and that was kinda the catalyst that sent into pretty major depression where i tried to kill myself. i wasnt into cutting or any of that sh** but i drank a lot a smoked a lot of weed and thats how i coped with it from about 6th grade to id say freshmen year of hs, after that sh** got a little better but id still have bouts of depression every now and then

along with that were constant nightmares/flashbacks where id wake up in a cold sweat and remeber exactly what happended when my mom died. i built a huge victim complex aeound myself thinking that if had just done something she'd still be alive, that further spurred drinking and depression because i felt i was to blame for her death. on top of that struggeling with being bisexual in the bible belt was alwats a challenge around my fam, where the bully me essentially because of this. ie calling me fagboy and that me and my dad both would burn in hell for me being who i am. Not excepting religion just added on to this social wedge that my fam couldnt get over. ive basically been disowned by my grandparents on both sides of my family, along with aunts and uncles and cousins. and i would just tame insults that my fam would throw at me cuz i thoguht they were right and i thoguht i deserved it cuz i thought i was a piece of sh**.

i really dont think i coped with depression until i became straight edge honestly. because even after i thoguht i had 'gotten over' my mom dying i really didnt. i still drink, still smoked weed, still felt like sh** in some way. I felt like something was missing. The reason why is that even before i took my hiatus last year i still struggled with depression. the reason? I never got help. Sure, i could talk about w/ u nigs on skype but i never got serious medical attention until last summer during my hiatus. when i got help, it was like this weight that i had been carrying for all these years was lifted. i gave up drinking and weed cuz it reminded me of my mom dying. THAT was my coping mechanis
 And i had to stop because it still reminded me of all that baggage.

So what can you get out of all that?
get
Help

even if u dont think you need it, get help. Dont run away. Dont blame yourself, know that what happened wasnt your fault, know that people love you and give a sh** about what you do

peace

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DSL TC Showcases / Re: TommyProductionsInc DSL Showcase
« on: March 07, 2014, 08:57:25 PM »
u dont need to use t extenders b0ss use multi extenders i stead

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Chatterbox / Re: Cam Thread 2: A Lame Title Emerges
« on: January 10, 2014, 09:58:24 PM »
Yo! I just got back from my Birthday meal. Same attire, and same order. Nothing has really changed... or has it!?

(Image removed from quote.)
9/10 would carress beard

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Off-Topic Discussion / Re: What Movies have you seen lately?
« on: December 29, 2013, 01:37:30 PM »
half baked: has dave chappelle, made me laugh 5/5

santa claus conquers the martians: i can appreciate its creativity 5/5

trading places: seen it a billion times, still fukken funny 5/5

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Tournament Archives / Re: Battlebots 8 SBV
« on: December 26, 2013, 08:24:53 AM »
I have to call ****ing bullsh** on Awesumesauce's heavyweight.  There is no ****ing way that thing is IRL.  I call for a judgement on this fight and for AS's entry to be disqualified. :realmad(

I'm sorry but it takes a lot to make me mad but how in the world that slipped past the rules is beyond me.
lmao you don't see me flipping out because I lost to paranoia so you? I thought that much was hilarious

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Tournament Archives / Re: Battlebots 8 SBV
« on: December 25, 2013, 09:46:10 PM »

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DSL TC Showcases / Re: Enigma's Showcase
« on: December 25, 2013, 06:37:44 PM »
a variant on savage:




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Chatterbox / Re: 2013 Christmas Plunder
« on: December 25, 2013, 06:34:40 PM »
shoes
boots
socks
shirts
jeans
lol imma call you Christine
i had no socks that weren't sh** and i did not have a pair of boots :*
whatever you say christine
hey man i have all of those

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Tournament Archives / Re: Breaking Point - Discussion
« on: December 25, 2013, 05:43:23 PM »
swag, either gonna reenter savage or make something different (mb a variant on savage?)

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Chatterbox / Re: 2013 Christmas Plunder
« on: December 25, 2013, 03:03:03 PM »
My uncle dropped by about an hour ago and got me the leg lamp from a Christmas story because that's my favorite Christmas movie

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