Bear with me, I'm on an overdose of Ginseng and I keep hearing Noises that don't exist and now an occasional voice that aint mine, so I'm typing to ignore whats going on and hopefully live through this attack of whatever sort it is so I can live on with my life. I'd love to just type it and not press submit, but somehow in my head I don't feel like this will help me if I do not push submit and as such unfortunately subject others to my brain sewage.
So I've been awake for about 19 hours now (that's normal for me, usually go around 30-40), and I can't stop hearing things, Hydro bought some soda that contains Ginseng in it, and after about 12 cans he pretty much is out, he's sleeping over there right now, after subjecting me to torture of various kinds on accident. I've played Portal-2 again in a single sitting right now, but I don't think its helping me to play it, since it didn't stop any of this background noise I've been hearing. I found that locking myself in a closet for approximately 2-4 minutes helped at first, but it stopped working and the noises have been getting progressively louder, and that is very annoying, frustrating, and new to me. I'm used to this stuff only happening maybe once or twice a month, and going away after 20 or 30 minutes. But rather its been going on or about 7 hours now, and its louder then I've ever heard it before. Thus is bothersome to me, since the noises are generally threatening sounds, like a sliding bade over a rock, or as I heard earlier, a chirping bird that abruptly stops. Other sounds are not threatening, but blatantly impossible, like hearing 4 cats mewing in the front room earlier this evening. Generally when 'm having one of these attacks,I attempt to conceal myself in the smallest place possible, for especially if there is hallways, i can hallucinate and see things that are...troublesome, yet obviously impossible and unreal. So I've found its -okay, just stopping for a second to mention I could have sworn it sounded like that plane was dropping bombs-, So I've found that its best to stick in smaller places, and if things get too intense, I go crawl in a closet and wait for the noise to die down.
The noise isn't dying down though, and in fact its gotten louder even as I ytype this. I'm absolutely positive there is a voice speaking to me right now, but if I keep typing I won't hear what it says, I got a good feeling I don't want to know what its saying. Btw, if my Grammar or spelling is horrible I'd like to note i don't think I can spend the time to go back and correct the grammar and spelling on this, if i make a mistake I think is just going to stay there.
Has anyone else had experiences of this sort and knows what to do about it? I'm not entirely certain what I'm expect- THAT ONE IS DROPPING BOMBS I'M SURE OF IT- can someone tell Hydro to move his house? I don't like being below and airport, I've been hearing bombs for the last 2 hours and its bothering me.
Now, currently I'm hearing what sounds like wood being chopped outside the window, and now it sounds like a person is standing outside the window, but I'm certain they are not. I'm also hearing crows. I think I'll take this moment to say I don't think his is helping at all, I wish Hydro would wake up because if at least one person is sane and awake in here, I might be capable of just going to sleep and waiting for the noises to go away again. I spend too much of my sleeping time fighting this crap to do it when I'm awake too, I'm stronger then this, I just want it to go away. Now his damn dog won't stop barking, s if I didn't have enough on my mind already.
I don't think I'm going to spend the night at this house again, there is too much weird stuff going on here for me, and I think I'd be more comfortable in my house where I know where everything is. Besides I feel a bit like a third leg over here. Only 37 more minutes until Hydro wakes up, then I'm free, I can sleep, I'll have something to protect me from what I'm hearing then, and maybe I'd be able to sanely rest.
Sorry for the WoT.
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