I've delayed replying on this for a while as I wasn't in a great state last night to respond without saying else I regret.
I am aware I can take things too far at times but that's because I take things to heart a bit more than others and act out on impulses a lot. This doesn't excuse me for doing the stupid s*** I have done, including the incident with Hop's girlfriend from a few months back (which I have apologised for in PM's with him multiple times).
Although there is a high risk this is falling on deaf ears I will apologise. I thought about stepping down from Discord and GTM for a while but know that nothing will be different when I come back as past actions seem to stick, which is a shame coz I just want to bury all of the conflict I have had with people and go back to a community where you can play a game and have fun, nothing more.
Edit: Noticed Hop made an edit saying about getting some help. I won't go into too much detail but in 4 weeks things should be resolved and I should be a lot better