I don't know. Two responses-
For if you're actually willing to change-
At least from what I saw with STF, you did seem eager to actually try to improve. If you can keep that up, I'm pretty sure everyone will be willing to let you stay. Then maybe, just maybe, you can put the past behind you- it's what's in your GTM future that counts.
Also, here's a friendly tip- it might be an idea to cut down on the "I'M LEAVING" threads, though.
And this for if you continue the way you are-
Well sod off and go then, you waste of Hard Drive space. I spit in your general direction, and I laugh at those Attention-seeking methods. So leave for ever, little Sprinkles. And never return.