Depression.

[Enigm@]

bb dont hate cuz chad daddy b BALLIN

nah but real talk i went thru depression for a while in when i was in public school
i think ive talked b4 about my mom dying and that was kinda the catalyst that sent into pretty major depression where i tried to kill myself. i wasnt into cutting or any of that sh** but i drank a lot a smoked a lot of weed and thats how i coped with it from about 6th grade to id say freshmen year of hs, after that sh** got a little better but id still have bouts of depression every now and then

along with that were constant nightmares/flashbacks where id wake up in a cold sweat and remeber exactly what happended when my mom died. i built a huge victim complex aeound myself thinking that if had just done something she'd still be alive, that further spurred drinking and depression because i felt i was to blame for her death. on top of that struggeling with being bisexual in the bible belt was alwats a challenge around my fam, where the bully me essentially because of this. ie calling me fagboy and that me and my dad both would burn in hell for me being who i am. Not excepting religion just added on to this social wedge that my fam couldnt get over. ive basically been disowned by my grandparents on both sides of my family, along with aunts and uncles and cousins. and i would just tame insults that my fam would throw at me cuz i thoguht they were right and i thoguht i deserved it cuz i thought i was a piece of sh**.

i really dont think i coped with depression until i became straight edge honestly. because even after i thoguht i had 'gotten over' my mom dying i really didnt. i still drink, still smoked weed, still felt like sh** in some way. I felt like something was missing. The reason why is that even before i took my hiatus last year i still struggled with depression. the reason? I never got help. Sure, i could talk about w/ u nigs on skype but i never got serious medical attention until last summer during my hiatus. when i got help, it was like this weight that i had been carrying for all these years was lifted. i gave up drinking and weed cuz it reminded me of my mom dying. THAT was my coping mechanis
 And i had to stop because it still reminded me of all that baggage.

So what can you get out of all that?
get
Help

even if u dont think you need it, get help. Dont run away. Dont blame yourself, know that what happened wasnt your fault, know that people love you and give a sh** about what you do

peace

[MassimoV]

You're probably going the best at giving advice in this situation here. Seeing everything that's happened.

[RpJk]

I have had depression and I have anxiety. Almost everyday in Tech in recent weeks I've been bullied by an overly cocky bastard. Hes thrown sh** at me, has threatened to break my DS and Vita and steal my bike. Everytime I retaliate he laughs and calls me a faggot. This leads to me having major anxiety attacks. Good news is though the tutors allow me to go home due to me having special needs but that idiot keeps bulling me and all because I act differently from other people. I play my DS, Vita, RA2 on my memory stick in Tech. On a normal lunchtime I go for a walk along the promenade on my own go to a cafe and have a cup of tea, listen to my classical music and write stuff down in my theoretical notebook. I mean what the hell do people like them want with me? Do they want me to turn into on of those hardlads and go "Yeaooo! Im 17 who likes to get bitches preggers and get drunk everynight and smoke weed!" I do not want to be those type of people because I do not want to fall into the same trap that my parents fell into. I have standards and ambitions that I want to obtain in life. Bastards like them dont like me because they like to make my life hard. So yeah Ive suffered from anxiety and Ive been depressed in recent weeks but its the belief I have that my life is going to get better is the reason why I will always push forward and accomplish to goals I am to complete in life no matter who stands in my way.

[TommyProductionsInc]

I suffer from THREE mental disorders and depression, true story.
I have Autism, an impediment in speach, adapting, and empathizing.
My mom had me go through YEARS of therapy and had to quit her job because I would continuously bang my head into the floor when i had to do something i didn't want.
Along with that is the commonly linked OCD, which me AND my mom have.( We drive eachother crazy sometimes with our differing senses of perfetion.)
And lastly, ADHD, although medication solves that problem mostly, though never entirely.
I figured that this thread would be most suitable to tell about my problems, even if some of you won't care, in fact, some of you may not even believe me, but thats ok.
I hope this doesn't make any of you think badly of me in any way, shape, or form, but if so, I can understand, years of therapy enabled me to.

[Mr. AS]

I have had depression and I have anxiety. Almost everyday in Tech in recent weeks I've been bullied by an overly cocky bastard. Hes thrown sh** at me, has threatened to break my DS and Vita and steal my bike. Everytime I retaliate he laughs and calls me a faggot. This leads to me having major anxiety attacks. Good news is though the tutors allow me to go home due to me having special needs but that idiot keeps bulling me and all because I act differently from other people. I play my DS, Vita, RA2 on my memory stick in Tech. On a normal lunchtime I go for a walk along the promenade on my own go to a cafe and have a cup of tea, listen to my classical music and write stuff down in my theoretical notebook. I mean what the hell do people like them want with me? Do they want me to turn into on of those hardlads and go "Yeaooo! Im 17 who likes to get bitches preggers and get drunk everynight and smoke weed!" I do not want to be those type of people because I do not want to fall into the same trap that my parents fell into. I have standards and ambitions that I want to obtain in life. Bastards like them dont like me because they like to make my life hard. So yeah Ive suffered from anxiety and Ive been depressed in recent weeks but its the belief I have that my life is going to get better is the reason why I will always push forward and accomplish to goals I am to complete in life no matter who stands in my way.

u should beat him up

[Enigm@]

Where the **** do yiu kids live, bentonharbor michigan? sh** nobody at my school made fun of special needs kids. Actuallythey were treated really well by us in hs, and i live in ****ing oklahoma.

[RpJk]

Where the **** do yiu kids live, bentonharbor michigan? sh** nobody at my school made fun of special needs kids. Actuallythey were treated really well by us in hs, and i live in ****ing oklahoma.

I live in Belfast, Northern Ireland. Where the special needs like myself get picked cause they differently. You know what I say to them? At least Im not an underage drinker who thinks getting chased by police is funny. People who act like that should be locked up.

[MassimoV]

Where the **** do yiu kids live, bentonharbor michigan? sh** nobody at my school made fun of special needs kids. Actuallythey were treated really well by us in hs, and i live in ****ing oklahoma.

I live in Belfast, Northern Ireland. Where the special needs like myself get picked cause they differently. You know what I say to them? At least Im not an underage drinker who thinks getting chased by police is funny. People who act like that should be locked up.

That won't solve the problem.

[Enigm@]

Where the **** do yiu kids live, bentonharbor michigan? sh** nobody at my school made fun of special needs kids. Actuallythey were treated really well by us in hs, and i live in ****ing oklahoma.

I live in Belfast, Northern Ireland. Where the special needs like myself get picked cause they differently. You know what I say to them? At least Im not an underage drinker who thinks getting chased by police is funny. People who act like that should be locked up.

  no they shouldnt be locked up they should grow the **** up
Also i think what you need is some friends bro
Statistically speaking, not everyone is gonna be a cunt cuz youre different
Also i think you should lose the 'me against the world' mentality cause it seems like that crosses over into your life
I just dont want you to like, shoot up your school or some sh**

[RpJk]

Where the **** do yiu kids live, bentonharbor michigan? sh** nobody at my school made fun of special needs kids. Actuallythey were treated really well by us in hs, and i live in ****ing oklahoma.

I live in Belfast, Northern Ireland. Where the special needs like myself get picked cause they differently. You know what I say to them? At least Im not an underage drinker who thinks getting chased by police is funny. People who act like that should be locked up.

  no they shouldnt be locked up they should grow the **** up
Also i think what you need is some friends bro
Statistically speaking, not everyone is gonna be a cunt cuz youre different
Also i think you should lose the 'me against the world' mentality cause it seems like that crosses over into your life
I just dont want you to like, shoot up your school or some sh**

I do have friends but the thing is I don't know why they attack me.

[MassimoV]

Where the **** do yiu kids live, bentonharbor michigan? sh** nobody at my school made fun of special needs kids. Actuallythey were treated really well by us in hs, and i live in ****ing oklahoma.

I live in Belfast, Northern Ireland. Where the special needs like myself get picked cause they differently. You know what I say to them? At least Im not an underage drinker who thinks getting chased by police is funny. People who act like that should be locked up.

  no they shouldnt be locked up they should grow the **** up
Also i think what you need is some friends bro
Statistically speaking, not everyone is gonna be a cunt cuz youre different
Also i think you should lose the 'me against the world' mentality cause it seems like that crosses over into your life
I just dont want you to like, shoot up your school or some sh**

I do have friends but the thing is I don't know why they attack me.

Why your friends attack you? I don't think they're your friends if they intentionally attack you.

[RpJk]

Where the **** do yiu kids live, bentonharbor michigan? sh** nobody at my school made fun of special needs kids. Actuallythey were treated really well by us in hs, and i live in ****ing oklahoma.

I live in Belfast, Northern Ireland. Where the special needs like myself get picked cause they differently. You know what I say to them? At least Im not an underage drinker who thinks getting chased by police is funny. People who act like that should be locked up.

  no they shouldnt be locked up they should grow the **** up
Also i think what you need is some friends bro
Statistically speaking, not everyone is gonna be a cunt cuz youre different
Also i think you should lose the 'me against the world' mentality cause it seems like that crosses over into your life
I just dont want you to like, shoot up your school or some sh**

I do have friends but the thing is I don't know why they attack me.

Why your friends attack you? I don't think they're your friends if they intentionally attack you.

I meant the ones who usually bully me not my friends.

[martymidget]

Meh, the British Isles in general are full of gits who'll pick on anybody for any reason. Happened to me, probably happened to most of us on here.

Just get through it, don't let them get you too down, it's likely you'll come out as a better person because of it.

And stick up for yourself, but without getting into too much trouble.

[HurricaneAndrew]

Where the **** do yiu kids live, bentonharbor michigan? sh** nobody at my school made fun of special needs kids. Actuallythey were treated really well by us in hs, and i live in ****ing oklahoma.

I live in Belfast, Northern Ireland. Where the special needs like myself get picked cause they differently. You know what I say to them? At least Im not an underage drinker who thinks getting chased by police is funny. People who act like that should be locked up.

  no they shouldnt be locked up they should grow the **** up
Also i think what you need is some friends bro
Statistically speaking, not everyone is gonna be a cunt cuz youre different
Also i think you should lose the 'me against the world' mentality cause it seems like that crosses over into your life
I just dont want you to like, shoot up your school or some sh**

I do have friends but the thing is I don't know why they attack me.

I am giving my honest opinion when I say that you do sound like you're the one that's a bit more mature about life in the situation. That being said, just blow them off. Act like you couldn't give a sh** less about what they think about you or what they have to say. After they notice that it's not bothering you, they will leave you alone. As long as you're even responding to them, they are getting what they want out of you.

OR... Let's say somebody calls you a momma's boy or something like that. Respond "At least my mom gives a sh** about me enough to not let me act like complete douchebag."  The trick is to basically agree with them, but figure out a way to use it as an insult towards them at the same time.

[TommyProductionsInc]

Where the **** do yiu kids live, bentonharbor michigan? sh** nobody at my school made fun of special needs kids. Actuallythey were treated really well by us in hs, and i live in ****ing oklahoma.

I live in Belfast, Northern Ireland. Where the special needs like myself get picked cause they differently. You know what I say to them? At least Im not an underage drinker who thinks getting chased by police is funny. People who act like that should be locked up.

  no they shouldnt be locked up they should grow the **** up
Also i think what you need is some friends bro
Statistically speaking, not everyone is gonna be a cunt cuz youre different
Also i think you should lose the 'me against the world' mentality cause it seems like that crosses over into your life
I just dont want you to like, shoot up your school or some sh**

I do have friends but the thing is I don't know why they attack me.

I am giving my honest opinion when I say that you do sound like you're the one that's a bit more mature about life in the situation. That being said, just blow them off. Act like you couldn't give a sh** less about what they think about you or what they have to say. After they notice that it's not bothering you, they will leave you alone. As long as you're even responding to them, they are getting what they want out of you.

OR... Let's say somebody calls you a momma's boy or something like that. Respond "At least my mom gives a sh** about me enough to not let me act like complete douchebag."  The trick is to basically agree with them, but figure out a way to use it as an insult towards them at the same time.

That comeback.
GENIOUS!!
I beleive that poeple bully the mentally disadvantaged because they're either afraid, grew up to be prejudice, or, most often, are insecure about THEIR intellect, or lack there of.
To me, disabilities can some times be gifts with drawbacks. I mean, look at me, I'm an autistic kid voicing morale on a forum!
Or RPJK, who isn't letting HIS anxiety stop him from being on this forum, which, like all social media, can cause stress, or ANXIETY!

[Enigm@]

honestly the best way to feel better about sh** (at least for me) is to listen to music that gets you turnt
like when im down i just blast waka flocka, asap ferg, luda, lil jon, and 2chainz in my dorm

[MassimoV]

Pretty sure people like that just get made fun if because they just don't act the same as a lot of people do. The behavior seems too different for many people.

[HurricaneAndrew]

Pretty sure people like that just get made fun if because they just don't act the same as a lot of people do. The behavior seems too different for many people.

It's more because they know they can **** with them and they're not gonna do anything about it.

Used to happen to me all the time until I proved them wrong and knocked a few people to the floor.

[playzooki]

yeah it happens to me because of my teeth

[helloface]

yeah it happens to me because of my teeth

We should make a GTM "****ed up teeth" club.